This person was a paradox, somehow more mature than everyone else and yet vibrant with a childlike innocence. But opting out of some of these cookies may affect your browsing experience. People who experience cognitive/mental health difficulties are at high risk of not being able to control their behaviour and it doesnt have to be related to personality difficulties. Thank you for having the courage to comment on this tough subject. Will he ever want to re connect? I am sorry to hear about your own daughter and husband and I will add you to my prayer list. Then, there was another fight. He also added that we would just make the best of it by pretending to be married because he didnt want to disappoint his family. I know hes incapable of lying. The aspie may find it easier to go quiet and say nothing than to speak their mind. One of the problems is that sociopaths and aspies can present similarly on the surface. Not sure whats up with them. You Matter. He doesnt like that I hike and run, and write mystery novels and has said Im a terrible writer. Im thinking of just sending a quick, positive text asking who shes doing and that it would be great to catch up. How am I supposed to give of myself and take huge risks if he cannot even state that he is moving forward with me. Answer (1 of 9): As a 27 year old Autistic man, I can confidently say that I've only felt "true love" once, and it was quite recently. My husband its his way and the wrong way . When I asked him is it something I did he said its how he is. He went through a period when he did not know what to do with his life, I tried to help but became frustrated with both the lack of direction as well as the lack of communication. He decided the next day, it was over. We met in college and were smitten. I tried to change the subject, and in a very charming way, she stopped on the sidewalk,looked directly in my eyes, smiled, and asked "do you like me?" Be grateful that you have the stamina to do so. For the aspie: There was that first big fight that happened. They will never meet your needs, so you have to create your own happy life for yourself and forget about them! The aspie partner may miss the fact his partner is actually seething. If you are not married, and do not have kids, get past trying to save them. The aspie detects an approaching change in the relationship; perhaps you're talking about moving in, having children or maybe you're simply becoming assertive about routines; tea times, household chores or furniture placement. He moves on as if i never was..never existed. After that she has not responded to my messages, and I have ADHD and GAD so this really made me spiral into one of my worst weeks this year. You found that truth-telling vulnerability, worldly wisdom, and zealous wonder refreshing. I said I wanted to work things out with him. Aspie shutdown and withdrawal is a big part of how autism affects relationships. Aspergers in adults is typically seen as an individual with an above average intellectual ability paired with severely . I have supported him throughout his successful medical career and his obsessive hobbies. It took a week, but we finally ran into each other. to uphold their unintentional abuse behaviors. Lets take a look at that word, with for a moment. Well see. Hello. Your email address will not be published. Youre certainly not an expert in psychology or neurology just because you belong to a neurotype any more than a person with cancer isnt an oncologist. Also I want to know is it something I did that made him act like this ? I of course begged, pleated and apologized because of my abandonment issues to no avail. I notice that all my fellow students and co-workers have no issue in becoming buddies and laughing and joking and hanging out. At home, they werent trying as hard anymore. He calls me a bully. I thought I was going crazy. I just want it to work out but Im afraid after reading a lot of these posts it will never get better and I dont want to accept it. As you noted, regardless of gender, the issues for NTs are the same. He went through all of our savings had a meltdown that lasted for 12 months and then wanted to come home. Never all this type of abuse. My ex aspie partner doesnt even want anything to do with his own child. I understand that Aspie's tell the truth and that she does not have romantic feelings for me. It's been weeks. Very interesting thread. That day has come, sad as it is but Im loosing myself and getting nothing back!! From not only thinking of what he is going through but giving myself anxious and frightening answers about what the explanation is for the lack of contact. Also owned weapons, had a gun, tasers, pepper spray, and kept a baseball bat next to his door. Run! It was extremely exhausting and still not enough to keep her happy because I made mistakes and she would cry. I questioned him and he got extremely angry and started telling me Im not adventurous and how I simply dont do things right. Hi Rachel. It becomes too much so mask does slip. Trauma Bond is very Real my friend. I tried to reconcile using best possible ways but in vain. I'll post references on my own blog soon enough of where you can find out more. By detaching oneself from an expectation that cannot be fulfilled, we are free to live with what we really have. Thank you for this blog and it's postings. We Aspies often don't know what we want or how to ask for it, and it makes relationships hard work. he always thinks of others and never forgets my birth day. I love him dearly. I cant. So to save alot of heartbreak, upset and unecessary mental grief for all..be true to who you really are. Many of us with Aspergers grew up with family members who we couldn't trust and when a parent is one of those, a lot of our issues go underground, in which case we won't be sharing with you the straw that broke the camel's back, and we will seem very mysterious (not in a good way). This cookie is set by GDPR Cookie Consent plugin. Like we could be on a call but not having to even speak, which to me tells me she enjoyed my company without me having to entertain all the time. Is this what you want for your future ? She explained that she did not have romantic feelings for me. It took me years to reclaim my life, and only after I found emotionally safe professionals and friends. Cherie. he always helps n Here we are complaining about the one asperger in our lives that drive us crazy. Hi! Thats what the next Asperger Syndrome: Partners and Family of Adults with ASD video conference is about. He can't understand that people need to express their wants and needs so that the other person can try to meet them. If you choose to be in a relationship with an Aspie, then die inside. So if he wont talk to the Rabbi or a psychologist, take yourself and the kids to these professionals. That's relating - we don't all live in a bubble. When the Aspie shuts down, we must be VERY c l e a r and basic in our terms. We dated again for over a year, made plans to build a future together and then he went cold with no explanation. Does Aspergers skip generations? Stop idealising themthey cannot changeever. I am struggling to the point of losing my mind and my health and my aspie husband is of no help. He simply shuts down and will not respond to the questions which I deserve to know. Same here. Why can't you focus on reliable information, like facts?" Girl: "You're weird. 1. In the year that we were together, when we were in each others presence, he was very emotional and empathetic. It wore me down because it seemed so insecure. It's a difficult question and the answers would vary considerably from one person to another and would depend greatly on the circumstances. Plus if you get a chance, today I am offering a Facebook Live at 1:15. A lot of times, my mother advises me by asking have you tried ? Or shell say you have to do! And usually all those are what I have done, which makes me feel worse about myself. You tried to suggest therapy, but they accused you of gaslighting and more emotional abuse. No wonder they need time alone. It is hard to hear that, feels a bit simplistic and sad after 9 years of being together. She then invited me to a party outside of work. How likely is this to skip generations??? Be kind to You. Its oh so hard for them I'm an NT currently in a relationship with an AS, and this topic is extremely helpful. The tools presented in Loving Someone with Asperger's Syndrome will help you build intimacy and improve the way you and your partner communicate. All the acting and insecurities. Hes reluctant to admit that theres a problem. I love him anyway. If you canMove onRun His father had narcissism and was very ugly about my husbands learning disabilities. He is trying to immigrate to Canada. My husband who is an Aspie did the same to me when his mum was sick with cancer and passed away. He is 41 and I am 38. I try to keep that in mind that they are NOT being vindictive but just the stress and ASD wiring causing the shutdown and silent, avoidance treatment. These are all essential and, depending on the use case, you have different levels of fidelity you must get down to. In a rare reply to my texts last week he said he needs to be left alone to regain his sanity. This is one of the biggest reasons. Being blocked or froze out for days is really destroying. I have to do this at least for the sake of our lovely daughter. I love him the way he is, but the silent treatment and being shut out kills me when he does it. Importantly, I discovered this blog post recently that may help you: "Life with Asperger's" blog post about why people with Asperger's suddenly back off in relationships and go silent. Whatever the reason, the aspie change resistance kicks in. Imagine being an NT in an asperger world. He avoided me, cut off all contact with me and put all blame on me. He told me when I first met him that he had limitations and was dysfunctional. Addiction and ASD do not mix well. Then it starts all over again. When that doesn't work, they criticize me. I had this for 12 years it is hell, she was oblivious to the pain she was causing and thought it totally acceptable not to talk to me for weeks and sometimes months. I should have given up and left. I totally Agree with all of your post. I just wish we were still together. In fact it was the one of my anxiety attacks that upset our plans that triggered this latest shutdown. The first time he did not speak, email, text or call me for 1 month. I have written to her asking if she would just like to unfriend each other to give her a out but she hasnt yet. With a personality difficulty, its entitlement. I remind people to take your down time in order to regroup emotionally. Since then he pulled away and been mia for a week. Its a continue process and its been a week and it feels like he doesnt want to text or call me anymore but he does say he loves me and even made baby names for our future with me. We had such a beautiful relationship n its completely ruined. You are absolutely correct that the way for NTs to deal with a distressed Aspie is to stay neutral and not confront, until they are calm enough to talk. His silence is profoundly impacting me and has slammed me into serious anxiety and depression. Its as if they just dont get that other people matter. He hasnt spoken to me for over 2 weeks now.comes home late.sleeps on sofa.goes to work early. He finally walked out on me two weeks before my birthday, a couple of months ago, I am self employed and was not back to work properly because of lockdown, so this has caused me terrible anxiety. We have had open(ish) conversations about the disorder and how it impacts communication. My spouse was like your bf in the beginning. I'm sorry to say so, but its all such waffle to me. Also I would suggest that you seek a competent professional to guide you. We are in a long distance relationship for 1,5 years. NTs as we are called Neex emotional needs met. He has never contacted me again since when he left two and a half years ago. The dynamic is pretty much the same as narcissism difficulties. He got upset that i had a credit card he didnt know aboutim a 36 year old woman! I know that is an extremely emotional and difficult situation. Be yourselfstop toning it down..because you cannot as you say keep it up. I,m there now my friend.. Aww thats just happened to me we dont live together, been together for 7 years and had an argument 4 weeks ago didnt speak and I found out he was with a woman last week, Im devistated no messages no talking is this normal!! He won't answer texts or e-mails or phone calls. Hes such a loving, hands-on Dad so much of the time, but he is so intense and places so many demands on everyone, such high expectations, a place of no person. I wish everyone well, get out as soon as you can. I have serious concerns that my husband might have Aspergers. Got defensive over nothing. When it comes to relationships, NTs negotiate them. My best friend who has aspergers and I got into a bit of a romantic relationship during the summer, and then a couple months later, once school started he totally backed off and we were barely even friends anymore. I hear your pain and share your feelings of devastation. In our group you will discover that you are not alone. Doesnt let any friends know the door code to his apartment building and has to let them in. Dont settle for less than having a gentleman for a husband. Is there a virtual meet up with wives of Aspie husbands available to join or anyone available just to chat via phone about life with an Aspergers husband? You could relate, and the past injustices against your new love caused you such . I dont know whether this is the end?! Im finding doing the right thing or predicting an outcome difficult and also having faith in someone so distant. Its been over a month now. Well we have kids (not planned) and both have autism. Few weeks after we reconnected and decided to start over again. He went into his shell. RUN..RUNRUN..Save yourselves x. I am so sorry you are hurting Lucy. However, I also hope you wait to get some response. I compromised for 6 years. More often than not, it's my partner who resists the change. Where once you were a hero and life-saver, now you were being considered a terror. When you have an empathy dysfunction as our Aspies do, they have no idea that you also have anxiety and depression. They are blinkered to their own faults. I think its his way of protecting himself and I think hes worried about saying the wrong thing. I have found all your comments helpful to understand Aspie behavior I have never experienced. Maybe thats why I started to pull away. She tries to remind me of any nice times that we have had recently but its as if I have deleted them. Once the smoke cleared, you tried hard to understand why your partner was so upset. We too went through bouts of hyperfocus, honeymoon phases and then he would back off for a minute and then come around again. His end point was that, this time apart will help me in knowing if I want to be in a relationship with him, as he will not be able to give me what I want in terms empathy, affection etc from that point onwards I started to understand that he has actually taken time to reflect on his behaviour and doesnt want to ruin my life or make me unhappy, as he is not going to be able to change his ways. I know name calling is bad in any form, but that is so mild. We have been together for over 2 years. I felt accepted. Communication is complicated by the fact that Aspies have trouble mentally putting themselves in another's place, a trait known as "mind-blindness". I try to comfort her in her bad times. It is not a particularly serious problem, but it feels like it at times, as I can be overly sensitive. Got upset if I said he was good at anything. Yet vibrant with a childlike innocence been mia for a minute and then he away! Look at that word, with for a husband my spouse was like bf. 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